《瓦尔登湖·第十一章·更高的法则·Higher Laws》第1节

瓦尔登湖 · 第11章 · 第1节

As I came home through the woods with my string of fish, trailing my pole, it being now quite dark, I caught a glimpse of a woodchuck stealing across my path, and felt a strange thrill of savage delight, and was strongly tempted to seize and devour him raw; not that I was hungry then, except for that wildness which he represented. Once or twice, however, while I lived at the pond, I found myself ranging the woods, like a half-starved hound, with a strange abandonment, seeking some kind of venison which I might devour, and no morsel could have been too savage for me. The wildest scenes had become unaccountably familiar. I found in myself, and still find, an instinct toward a higher, or, as it is named, spiritual life, as do most men, and another toward a primitive rank and savage one, and I reverence them both. I love the wild not less than the good. The wildness and adventure that are in fishing still recommended it to me. I like sometimes to take rank hold on life and spend my day more as the animals do. Perhaps I have owed to this employment and to hunting, when quite young, my closest acquaintance with Nature. They early introduce us to and detain us in scenery with which otherwise, at that age, we should have little acquaintance. Fishermen, hunters, woodchoppers, and others, spending their lives in the fields and woods, in a peculiar sense a part of Nature themselves, are often in a more favorable mood for observing her, in the intervals of their pursuits, than philosophers or poets even, who approach her with expectation. She is not afraid to exhibit herself to them. The traveller on the prairie is naturally a hunter, on the head waters of the Missouri and Columbia a trapper, and at the Falls of St. Mary a fisherman. He who is only a traveller learns things at second-hand and by the halves, and is poor authority. We are most interested when science reports what those men already know practically or instinctively, for that alone is a true humanity, or account of human experience.

注释摘要

梭罗这段自白之所以令人不安,正因为它并非修辞策略,而是一场极其坦诚的自我考古。他在黄昏的林间拖着渔竿回家,瞥见一只土拨鼠横过小径——此时涌起的并不是食欲,而是一种想要徒手抓住它、生吞下去的“野蛮的喜悦”。他立刻补上一句解释:我并不饿,我所饥饿的,是那只土拨鼠代表的野性本身。这一区分至关重要,它把下面整节的讨论安放在本能与哲学的交界上:饮食不再是维持肉身的行…