《瓦尔登湖·第二章·我居住的地方,我为何而活·Where I Lived, and What I Lived For》第9节

瓦尔登湖 · 第2章 · 第9节

We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by mechanical aids, but by an infinite expectation of the dawn, which does not forsake us in our soundest sleep. I know of no more encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate his life by a conscious endeavor. It is something to be able to paint a particular picture, or to carve a statue, and so to make a few objects beautiful; but it is far more glorious to carve and paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we look, which morally we can do. To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest of arts. Every man is tasked to make his life, even in its details, worthy of the contemplation of his most elevated and critical hour. If we refused, or rather used up, such paltry information as we get, the oracles would distinctly inform us how this might be done. I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and have somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here to “glorify God and enjoy him forever.”

注释摘要

在这段话里,梭罗从前面关于清晨与觉醒的比喻转向一个更直接的信念声明:人可以通过自觉的努力,提升自己生命的质地。他用了“重新醒来并保持清醒”这个说法,但立刻划清了一条界线——不靠机械的手段。这里“机械的手段”指的是什么,他没有一一列举,但结合全书语境,可以理解为任何外在的、程式化的刺激:闹钟、钟声、别人来叫你起床、社会惯例推着你走。与之相对的是“对黎明的无限…